

open thoughtswalking on the beachopen thoughts
i stepped into the ocean wading in the water
i felt my feet sink looking down as the water grazed over my toes all i wanted was you there with me gazing at the clear blue skies lined with pink upon the sunset i saw seagulls as they flew fluttering with one another teasing eachother as they wandered off onto land chasing the baby crabs and claiming them as their own i felt something pricking me from under my feet i bent to pick it up and noticed how it was misshapen into a heart staring at it intensily as i held it to the sky a feeling of


no more paintired of being bound by chainsno more pain
torn out of my own existance you cant see through me
i am invisible to what u used to know im fininshed hurting and loathing myself i realize you are the insignificant one the one who wonders around no future lies in your path
but the enevitable wreckage you create
my life will be my own i am finished with this game tugging me around by these rugged chains do u get pleasure from watching me bleed? no longer will i give you that satisfaction the promises i made long before i tear down now with my strength the stren


left behindleaving behind the broken dreams memories and lost tears forgetting pain loathing fear moving on no going back wiping the tears away my plane takes off i smile at the way the sky looks the little town i grew up in is no longer part of my world im growing up on my own now and nothing can hold me back looking into the reflection in the glass i am finally free free to become the woman i amleft behind


abandonedwhy did u leave me here with this broken heart you stole?abandoned
the soul you shattered, the eyes that cried the pain that took control leaving me to die on my own you watched as i lay there and bleed walking away slowly you whisper "fall apart you dying whore,
just as you've done to me" degraded in my own skin and im the one to blame living in the world i have created a world of torment and shame i didnt mean to make you cry or cause you any pain i guess thats what my burden is to be abandoned and alone forever in silence i will lay n


When You Want To CryThere are times when all you want to do is let it out all you want to do is let the pain just drip away down your arms down your thighs down to where the pain is no longer hard to bear to where you can believe that life isn't worth dying for that love isn't important that the feeling can just wash away like a pebble in a river a grain of sand in an ocean washed away from all it knows to a place of solitude of darkness and a place where the lies told so long ago won't sting the way they usually do leaving scars and screaming pain ravaginWhen You Want To Cry
--
Sweet sounds of music
Fill the air like perfume,
Yet not strong enough to silence
All the sounds of the night.
Love The Beatles!
--
-desiree
"sometimes i feel like im just wasting my time but at least im wasting it on something i love"
while your looking at my signature if you get a chance you should Look at my gallery!! [link]
--
-desiree
"sometimes i feel like im just wasting my time but at least im wasting it on something i love"
while your looking at my signature if you get a chance you should Look at my gallery!! [link]
--
lost in the darkness, reaching for a path, something sacred that was never there...
--
lost in the darkness, reaching for a path, something sacred that was never there...
greez
--
God protects me forwards means befriends, my dislikes recognize I by
the shouting.
--
dot dot dot
--
lost in the darkness, reaching for a path, something sacred that was never there...
--
lost in the darkness, reaching for a path, something sacred that was never there...
Previous Page123Next Page